lost my phone yesterday.
so pissed and sad.
i left it on 198. forgot to check before i got off the bus.
and there it went, wth the bus.
someone picked it up.
when i called for the first few times,
it rang but no one picked.
then someone rejected the call, and off my phone.
so yeah. it's gone.

now i am kind of sad.
thought of a lot a lot of stuff.
though stupid, but they're meaningful.
they just show how i failed.
i was selfless all this while...
but all i got was selfishness.
life is just so unfair.

chemistry test tomorrow.
got back my physics test today.
failed.
getting back maths test tomorrow.
mrsgan said that i fail...
badly.
haix.
guess it says a lot.
bye.

if i am sad, will you rush to me and cheer me up?
when i ask you to go, will you hold me and stay?
will i ever be the first thing in your life?
i don't care about forever. all i want now is you.


went down to RV to support team 1 just now.
they won NYG with the score 31-18.
congratulations.
good game played.
(:

after their game, joanne wasn't feeling well.
super unwell i should say.
lied on the floor, couldn't move nor talk.
she just say she felt giddy.
after a while better le.
then went home with her and kenric.
takecare girl.
drink loads of water and get a lot of rest.

throughout the way home,
i thought of a lot of stuffs.
thought of things that jo told me.
about not giving in so much.
sighs.
it's indeed saddening.
but i really can't bring myself
not to talk to him.
haix.
if only, if only...
haix.

got to go.
till then.


i just found out something after training.
and it made me real irritated and sad.
i can't concentrate in anything now.
and that sucks.
nothing seems to be able to distract me.
i don't know how the hell that happened,
i don't know why the hell that had to happen too.
i just know it happened,
and i really pisses me off.
it just reflect how sucky a person i am.
i am off.
BYE WORLD.