PEGASUS!!!
haha. had sports carnival in the morning.
played frisbee.
fun fun.
though i didn't play much. ha.
the sun was so scorching hot lah.
so sunny that i've got sunburnt on my cheeks.
hot and pain.
but it was nevertheless fun.:D
though we didn't won but we did enjoy ourselves! :DD

after that went taka with miss seah and band people.
had seoul garden.
there's this cute little boy call yiliang.
he can eat a lot la !
we stayed there for one hour and he ate continuously for an hour.
when we left, we actually left without him!
cos when we're leaving, we didn't realise he was taking food.
haha. he's really super cute.:D

yawn. so sleepy.
waiting for alvin to call.
going to try watching mrbean's holiday tomorrow.
HOPE I GET THE TICKET !
if not i think i'm going to give up
and not catch it le./=
bye all.


just came back from ikea with alvin.
had dinner there.
i had my chicken wings! :D
after that walked around.
the stuff there are seriously cool.
next time all my furnitures shall be bought from there.(:
fell asleep on the bus.
was real tired.
sports carnival tomorrow.
hope it'll be fun.

had a talk from np in the afternoon.
it sure tempted me a little.
hai. but it all still lies on my l1R5./=

where black&white is colourful.(:


i've been having mood swings at night.
terrible ones.
i'll be sad suddenly without knowing the reason why.
and i'll get super piss with stuff.
every single little thing will piss me off.
and my tears will just sometimes flow
WITHOUT A REASON.
sounds terrible?
it's AS TERRIBLE AS IT SOUNDS.
GO AWAY MOOD SWINGS.
NOBODY LIKES YOU.






today was another sucky day for me.
early in the morning my mood was already ruined.
shan't elaborate.
great song for everyone.




today is a bad day.
i'm not happy.
especially the later part of the day.
one word - SUCKS.
especially when helping the juniors umpire the match against ____.
wth lah.
to ____, if umpiring is so easy, you go umpire lah.
if not shut up and sit there.
pfft.

just ended my tuition not long ago.
tired and sleepy.
hai.
actually hoped for today to be a great day.
oh wells.


today is a boring day.
or rather, yesterday.
cos past 12am le.
i was kind of emo in the morning.
cried when i was over the phone with him.
didn't know why.
but after a while was fine le.
the rest of the day was boring.
feeling kind of lethargic.
chatted a lot over the phone with him.
haha.
kind of happy. :D:D:D

HAPPY 7TH MONTH TJCA. :D
( as of 260307.(: )

240307. saturday.
went to lavender with fiona to get stuff for pegasus.
after which went to bras pasah. (not sure of the spelling.)
then went to meet tjca.
was actually suppose to catch MRBEAN at vivocity.
but there was no more ticket left. ):
hai. somehow spoil my mood.
so he suggested going to sentosa instead.
the night view there is nice!! :D
had a great time there.

thank you.(:


glad that things are driving towards where they are suppose to.
glad that things got back to normal! :D
i'm happy for alethia too.
hehe...
so tomorrow shall be a happy day for me ! :D
interested?
shall keep you in suspense first.
HA-HA.
so tired.
night everyone.(:


hello people ! :D
currently at school's computer lab.
the computers here lag like some shit lah.
but oh wells.
at least i get to use. :D

that piggy should be still oinking away.
rest well man !! :D
alright gtg.
shall blog after my maths remedial.(:


back with second post of the day !
I'M SO SO HAPPY. :D:D:D
YAY...
rest well tomorrow! :D


tjca get well soon...
tomorrow not feeling well don't go school then.
rest at home.
you need one anyway.

so hmm...
school today is another boring one.
made me feel like sleeping in class.
oh wells.
so it's like mrs tan the principal came to our class during CE.
talk to us about Os and stuff.
hai. made me feel real stress.
"ask yourself, are you ready to go to ITE?"
actually pretty true lah.
it you're not ready, then start studying.
i mean no express students will want to aim there isn't it?
*no offence.*
SAJC is like 10? /=

hai. back aching real badly now.
i want to change my seat in class.
urgently.
not that i don't like my partner,
but the way i've to sit in order to see what's on the screen
when teachers use the projector is hurting my back.

get well soon.


school's boring.
life sucks.
tension is increasing.
people are getting depressed.
tears can't seem to fall.
i can't express myself.

ask me what happen, the only words i can find is
I AM SAD.
ask me to draw it out, i'll probably just draw some deep lines
and give it back to you.
ask me to sing out my sorrows, i'll probably just sing
"the way i do" to you.
*to ale: apologies.*
i seriously don't know what's wrong with me.
i'll become like this when i'm alone.
split personality?
i don't know.

Now I can't go on without you
I'm naked, I cant fake it.
I'm not that strong without you
Never thought I could love you the way I do.



been home since around 4pm.
but look at the time...
i've just slacked almost one and a half hour away..
oh wells.
feeling kind of emo now. hai.
it has somehow became a daily routine.
well, i've confidence that things will change for the better soon.

nothing much happened today.
was sleepy throughout.
oh yah, screwed chinese presentation.
my newest version of the ppt wasn't inside the disc.
and the computer monitor spoiled.
but it's all over. hahs. glad.


i miss the comfort of your hug,
i miss the feeling of having butterflies in my stomach when we kiss.
i miss the warmth of your hand,
i miss you.


back home.
my right hand is seriously in pain.
i accidentally hit my own injury and now it's freaking swollen.
hai. wonder what to do with it./=
i'm super tired now.
taking care of 2 toddlers is no simple feat man.
especially when their energy level is higher than yours.
was running after one of my baby cousin
and that's when i hit one of the signs popping out of the railing.
hai. oh wells.
got to do last minute work soon.

reading your blog makes me want to tear.
i seriously don't know how i can help.
i feel like a failure.
a total failure.
when will you be able to look at the brighter side of life?
i know it's tough but you really got to try.
if not you're going to do worse in studies and you'll end up feeling worse.
they told me not to worry, and assured me you'll be fine.
they said you probably know you're not alone but you chose to walk through this alone.
that's why i chose not to worry for a night.
but you came to me, telling me you're sad.
and you ask me not to worry too much.
i really don't know how not to.
but i can't do much.
hai. all i can do is stand at one side,
see you fall.
and that, hurts me a lot.
cheer up soon.

uoyevoli.


hello...
currently at science center.
was playing around with my baby cousins and aunt.
now slacking around with the computers
lol.
will update later! :D
great day to all.(:


hai. i'm so bored.
so so bored.
i feel like studying.
yet another half of me tells me not to.
hai. arghh.
whatever.
feel like bursting.

cheer up..




today is such a boring day.
hai...
that's all folks.

i miss you.


just came back from the salon.
now my hair looks like mushroom cap.
actually had an ideal hairstyle in my mind.
but when i told the hairdresser,
she didn't dare to cut for me.
cos she scared it won't turn out nice,
and spoil her wonderful reputation. -.-
so in the end, i've to cut her ideal hairstyle.
damn.

lessons today was quite okay.
quite emo during ss.
shan't elaborate.
had some fun during physics and english.
after that took the same bus home with zm.
haha. think the songs he listen to quite cool.
that's all. i'm dead beat./=

no one can totally understand someone else's feelings.
i gues no one can understand my feelings too.

hello ezsney, the other me.(:
i'm having split personality.





I still hear your voice, when you sleep next to me.
I still feel your touch in my dreams.
Forgive me my weakness, but I don't know why.
Without you it's hard to survive.

Cause everytime we touch, I get this feeling.
And everytime we kiss I swear I could fly.
Can't you feel my heart beat fast, I want this to last.
Need you by my side.
Cause everytime we touch, I feel this static.
And everytime we kiss, I reach for the sky.
Can't you hear my heart beat so.
I can't let you go.
Want you in my life.

Your arms are my castle, your heart is my sky.
They wipe away tears that I cry.
The good and the bad times, we've been through them all.
You make me rise when I fall.

Cause everytime we touch, I get this feeling.
And everytime we kiss I swear I could fly.
Can't you feel my heart beat fast, I want this to last.
Need you by my side.
Cause everytime we touch, I feel this static.
And everytime we kiss, I reach for the sky.
Can't you hear my heart beat so.
I can't let you go.
Want you in my life.

Cause everytime we touch, I get this feeling.
And everytime we kiss I swear I could fly.
Can't you feel my heart beat fast, I want this to last.
Need you by my side.




went to marina kbox with eileen, limei and zhiying this afternoon.
was somehow lost when going there.
but with aid from eileen,
i manage to reach there safely.

had quite a lot of fun singing.
congratulated to myself when i managed to put away unhappiness.
but after the whole session ended,
i realised it was still there.
hai.
became emo and stuff.

on my way home, got headache and felt dizzy.
almost thought i'm going to faint.
but wells,
reached home safely.
oh yeah thanks yoga.(:

then here i am, blogging.
OH YAH.
THERE'S SCHOOL TOMORROW.
gtg.

我爱你


i'm lost, i'm confused.
everything seems to be in a swirl.
i'm lost in my own thoughts,
i'm lost without you.

today is such a bad day for me.
shan't elaborate.
talking to jovi and jz online now.
oh and mervyn.
they somehow made me feel better.
thanks dudes.(:

don't feel like blogging anymore.
that's all for today.
(:


i think i sound and seem like an insane.
happy yesterday, sad today.
what's tomorrow?


today was such a nice day for me.(:
went for chinese tuition in the morning.
didn't do any difficult task.
pretty enjoyable actually.
just read some compo and tried writing one.
but i was pretty slow in doing it.
so didn't complete.
haha.
like always. lol. i'm such a slow poke.

anyways,
during lunch, my baby cousins came over.
I THOUGHT THEY MIGRATED TO SHANGHAI ALREADY LAH!
i was so so happy to see them.
*BREAMS.*
then i fed the elder sis, emily, her lunch,
while they watched mrbean on TV.
haha. MR BEAN IS SO SO FUNNY.
I WANT TO WATCH MRBEAN'S HOLIDAY !!! :D:D:D
after lunch went to vivocity.
my favourite shopping centre.(:
but well, some thoughts came back.

actually was suppose to go out with my parents.
i somehow sneaked off.
hahs.
enjoyed myself pretty much though.
played at the water theme park at the top of vivocity.
first time playing there.
emily got all wet !
elizabeth didn't go down cos she was sick.
after that went home for dinner.

for that three words that melted my heart,
nothing else matters.(:
♥



today is such a boring day./=
went out to esplanade with nicholas just now.
bought some stuffs.
i'm now broke.):

oh yah.
yesterday went to tohpayoh sports hall to catch the netball west zone finals.
AND CLEMENTI TOWN WON !!!
:D:D:D
congratulations.(:
after that went to commonwealth mac with ale and xy.
gossiped a lot there.
talk about a lot a lot of stuffs.
mostly unpleasant though.
about the ______s.
and that bitch in my life.

when you've a boyfriend, you tried to stop me from having one.
now that you don't have one, you tried to make me lose mine too.
get a life lah bitch.
i rather i'm misunderstanding you than all this to be real.

alright that's all.
bye.



it's not that i don't trust you.
but what you did is making me lose trust in you.
running away from a problem is not a solution.
facing it bravely is.



sigh.
i'm so so bored...):
nobody to entertain me.
haix.

suppose to be studying.
i mean that's the reason why i came back so early.
in the end i'm slacking in front of this dumb com.
zzz.
and i'm so so sian.

so there's like english and chinese test tomorrow.
i hope i can do better for tomorrow's english test.
cos i'm like getting sucky results?
and that sucks.
haha.

today nothing much happened lah.
had classes like normal.
had a ACJC talk.
then SS extra lesson.
after that go home le loh.
so sian.

aiya i go off le.
bye.



hello.
kind of bored so here i am blogging.
today nothing much happen.
just that the building shook when we were in class.
it shook twice.

the first time was during maths
and i was sitting with alethia.
then i felt vibrations.
at first i thought ale was shaking her leg.
so i went to ask her if she was shaking her leg.
then she said no and ask if i erase something.
well, then we found out that the
whole building was shaking.
pretty scary.
i seriously thought that the whole school was going to collapse.
and i kind of got a bit of motion sickness.
felt kind of dizzy.

the second time was during maths test.
i was basically like
"oh no... again..."
then mdmho was still like nonchalant?
lmao lah.
the whole building shaking she can't feel
and my whole class was basically exclaiming lah.
she still ask me what happened.
zzz.

then got home real early.
5+pm.
had instant noodles for lunch for the 2nd day.):
(someone take me out for lunch...)
then slacked all the way till now.
alright.
got to go study.
bye


i don't know why the hell i'm crying.
i don't know why the hell i'm this emo.
i don't know why the hell i ended up this way.
i don't know why the hell i said all those stuff.
i don't know why the hell i got so agitated.
i don't know why the hell it hurts so much.

now that everything, every word starts to mean so much,
i don't even know if they matter to you.