lost my phone yesterday.
so pissed and sad.
i left it on 198. forgot to check before i got off the bus.
and there it went, wth the bus.
someone picked it up.
when i called for the first few times,
it rang but no one picked.
then someone rejected the call, and off my phone.
so yeah. it's gone.

now i am kind of sad.
thought of a lot a lot of stuff.
though stupid, but they're meaningful.
they just show how i failed.
i was selfless all this while...
but all i got was selfishness.
life is just so unfair.

chemistry test tomorrow.
got back my physics test today.
failed.
getting back maths test tomorrow.
mrsgan said that i fail...
badly.
haix.
guess it says a lot.
bye.

if i am sad, will you rush to me and cheer me up?
when i ask you to go, will you hold me and stay?
will i ever be the first thing in your life?
i don't care about forever. all i want now is you.