back home.
my right hand is seriously in pain.
i accidentally hit my own injury and now it's freaking swollen.
hai. wonder what to do with it./=
i'm super tired now.
taking care of 2 toddlers is no simple feat man.
especially when their energy level is higher than yours.
was running after one of my baby cousin
and that's when i hit one of the signs popping out of the railing.
hai. oh wells.
got to do last minute work soon.

reading your blog makes me want to tear.
i seriously don't know how i can help.
i feel like a failure.
a total failure.
when will you be able to look at the brighter side of life?
i know it's tough but you really got to try.
if not you're going to do worse in studies and you'll end up feeling worse.
they told me not to worry, and assured me you'll be fine.
they said you probably know you're not alone but you chose to walk through this alone.
that's why i chose not to worry for a night.
but you came to me, telling me you're sad.
and you ask me not to worry too much.
i really don't know how not to.
but i can't do much.
hai. all i can do is stand at one side,
see you fall.
and that, hurts me a lot.
cheer up soon.

uoyevoli.