scrabble competition in 8 hours time.
real nervous now.
don't know why.
hope we can all perform well.

feeling real tired.
yet i can't get to sleep.
oh wells.
someone please calm me down.

can't remember a single scrabble word.
oh gosh.
i'm oh-so-dead.
bye.

hope to bring good news in my next post.


results from characteristics test:
" You symbolize a very happy-go-lucky approach in life.Whatever the surroundings may be, grim or cheerful, you remain unaffected.In fact, you spread cheer wherever you go. You are the leader of your group of friends and good at consoling people in their times of need. You dislike hypocrisy and tend to shirk away from hypocrites. They can never be in your good books, no matter what. You are very methodical and organized in your work. No amount of mess, hence, can ever encompass you. Beware, it is easy for you to fall in love... "

pretty accurate.
life's pretty boring recently.
or rather, i forgot what happened in my life.
ha.

that's all then.


slept at 4am this morning
and woke up at 6.50am for school.
woohoo.
super proud of myself. :D
another round of it today?
HA.

was browsing through my phone messages.
chanced upon the 7 pages message yuxi sent to me.
think i shall share with everyone
what this friend for 6yrs of mine sent me.







1. i think i'm going to fail english.
2. pizza hut can kick asses.
3. our school basket ballers rock.
4. watching a basketball match is so damn exciting.
5. CHEER UP MY DEAR NO;KNOW.
and take great care.(:
6. fcuk you idiots. no no. JOKERS.
7. i so love wenhui. she's the only one who make me swear without
feeling any pang of guilt. LMAO. :D

alright, off to mug.
bye amigos.
(or whatever you spell it as.)




classic? lol.


just finish tuition.
going to start studying for tomorrow's english exam.
i'm super afraid of the exam tomorrow.
don't know why.
hai.

school today somehow sucked.
forgot to bring chinese textbook.
forgot to bring work.
aiya don't wish to elaborate.
but other than that,
i'm pretty happy today.(:
so glad to be able to see my friends
and wonderful juniors.(:
talked quite a bit today.
lol.
HAPPY. :D

alright.
private blog then off to study.(:




src carnival ended up like a baking session.
but we weren't baking cookies.
the sun baked us.
now my whole body is as red as lobster.
the games themselves,
i don't wish to add on.
we are just like a handful of sand.
perhaps there were at times we were a little like
sandy mud.
i apologise for my mistakes first.
sorry.

walked around with eileen and limei after that.
dead beat.
felt a little lost and stoned at times.
then home.

haha first to wish sheaujyu on her birthday! :D
so proud of myself.
past 12 le means birthday over le.
wasn't able to make it on time to be the last.):
so sorry.
but hope you still had a fun birthday yeah? :D

I LOVE ROBERTSON! :D
<333


so pissed with myself today.
kept saying i want to study
but i just can't get started.
not due to anything else
but pure laziness!!!
and distractions around.
i can't study at home.
don't ask me why.
there just isn't any motivation
plus no good environment for me to
settle down and start studying.
perhaps all these are just excuses.
WHATEVER tys.







HAPPY BIRTHDAY JOANNE!!!!!:D
so glad to be able to make it as the first to wish her.
hahaha. :D
LOVE YOU GIRL! :D

Wednesday, June 20, 2007

went to westmall with wenhui in the morning.
ate brunch at macs with her
as she haven't ate that for eons.
lol. to think i'm tired of eating it.
and she actually wanted to buy the shrek's ears.
haha, cute little 20yrs old lady.(:
after that went CCK with her to collect something.
then she headed to JE to meet her friend
while i went to meet eileen at commonwealth.
so nice of her to wait for the train with me.(:
thought we didn't do much but she brightened up my day.
haha.
went to meet ale and sj after that at citylink.
searched for joanne's present.
the outlet there didn't have the size we wanted.
in the end went over to vivo.
bought the stuff, walk around, eat.
tried a lot of clothes.
haha.
so not use to shopping.
(don't be alamed.)
dead beat.

Tuesday, June 19, 2007

had netball camp.
went with eileen, limei and krithee.
had a great time.
played games and had bbq.
think the sec 1s are so nice this year.
serve the graduating seniors food and drinks
while we sat down and enjoy our food.
after that walked around and took photos.
had the speech giving and presents presentation after a
loooooooooooooooong wait.
pretty funny and entertaining.
especially what the B girls did.
haha.
we then performed back for them.
think everyone enjoyed the part where
sharon jumped out with a ___ in her hands.
LOL.
had speeches given and jo's dad sent me home after that.




I MISS MY CALCULATOR.):


went to eileen house for breakfast this morning.
was suppose to be there at around 9am
but reached there at 8.30am instead.
rode in my dad's car for about an hour before that.
gosh, i almost vomited!
rofl.

saw eileen's just-woke-up-face as she opened the door.
ha, so scary!
look as though she was about to murder me.
lmao.
took a little rest while she washed up.
felt a little better after the nice apple tart she offered.(:
helped out a little in the preparation of the pasta! :D
haha it's NICE!

at first i thought it was going to be horrible
for she used the corn cambell soup.
i cooked that for my home economics exam 2 years ago
and i threw the whole pot away.
couldn't stand the smell.
bad experience. ):
but hey, the pasta she cooked was yummy nice!
hmm.. wonder why./=

had maths lesson after that.
saw !@#$% during the lesson.
but ha, who cares. *roll eyes*
lunch at jurong east after lesson
with ale, sheaujyu, jo, xy and eileen.
never going to buy from that korean cuisine stall again.
money cheater. *sticks tongue out*

went back to commonwealth with jo
and waited for kenric with her.
home sweet home.(:

watched campus superstar just now.
M4's singing is so so nice!
agree with the judges
that he has to improve on his body language.
BUT HEY HEY !
his voice is nice! *thumbs up*

i still think she's pretty but they say she's not.):


here are some photos from the class outing.




changed blogskin with the aid of wenhui.(:
so blue...
haha.
won't be troubled by the past anymore.(:

oh yah.
just want to add:
eileen screamed while we were riding the bike.
under request by someone.(:

thanks wenhui once again.(:


went to east coast park yesterday.
was raining on our way there.
after the rain somehow subsided,
went to cycle.
chose a two-riders bicycle and
had eileen as my partner.
haha, had hell lots of fun!
both of us haven't cycle for ages
and thus, we weren't that stable.
kept stopping and falling.
we made a lot of tries before we finally made it.
haha.
we alternated in being at the front and back
but most of the time i took the front seat.
haha, fell once due to some lala.
now having terrible muscle aches.
after that we slacked around ECP.
saw rainbows and eileen was so fascinated.
haha.
then home. :D




had a haircut this afternoon.
think it's much better than the last one i had.
feel so much better after the haircut.
a little happier and cheerful.
not sure of the reason though.
haha.
and my head feel so much lighter !
LOL.

but i think it somehow still looks the same.
just a smaller version of mushroom/helmet
whatever you call my hair. ha.

been watching 花样少年少女's vcd recently.
i'm addicted to the show i guess.
can't keep watching and watching.
ha. but i think it's nice.

class outing tomorrow.
feeling real excited.
not the whole class going though./=
sigh.

emily has gone overseas.
think she's enjoying herself in don't know which part of taiwan now.
now my life's so boring.
oh wells.


if only we were robots,
we won't have difficulty remembering stuff.
if only we were robots,
we won't have difficulty lasting for hours,
charge our batteries for an hour,
and we'll probably last for a few hours.
but all these are only ifs.
we aren't robots.


but i think this world is just so amazing.
how so many different species live together in this world,
fighting one another in order to survive.
i don't think man is the strongest.
i don't think so.
but it's just amazing.
ha.
hope i'm making sense.



class outing this friday.
got to chill out man.
miss my friends.):
feel like a loooooong time since i last saw them.
thought it's only last friday that i saw some of them.

i think school should reopen soon.
then we can just rock one another's world.
(:

rest in peace.

yo.
i'm feeling HIGH.
haha.
life's so great. :D
i've decided to go to school tomorrow.
lalala.

i'm starting to miss that stranger.(:



just did a test here and got my results.
think it's pretty accurate.
ha.

anyway,
went to meet my aunts and cousins
for dinner just now.
had swensens!
first time in my memory i ate that.
pathetic i now.
but that's how my life is.
i don't remember going to ikea until my
girlfriends brought me there this year,
and loads more.

had chicken steak and a banana split.
was so full that i didn't finish my food.
but their ice-cream is real nice!
now i'm real tired.




just came back from scrabble training.
had a game with weilang and gosh,
it was such a close match!
luckily i won. HAHA.
but it wasn't with a great spread.
sigh.. worried worried worried...

anyways,
the scrabble nationals will be held on 1st july!
come down and support us if you can.
i'm seriously excited yet scared at the same time.
hope we do win something.
it's my last year in CTSS
so hope to make some achievements.

so that's what you chose.
pride over friendship.
i don't go around telling people stuff by the way.
before we ended,
sometimes when i'm miserable,
i refused to let things out.
only until they ask me to write it out to feel better.
and it's only the few of them.
only after we ended
i felt so miserable that i told some of them.
is that wrong?
i thought everything was over.
just like this whole thing.
all the unhappiness, sorrows and blah.
till you messaged me,
showing me your unhappiness.
they've eyes to see what's going on.
they've mouths to say how they feel.
they've a heart to feel.
she did it cos she felt like it.
she told me what she did.
and what you want me to do?
slap her? or slap myself?
you say we'll be friends.
but in the end you still treasure your pride more.
you say you still love me.
but you don't even trust me.
screw that saying about risking life and death for friends.
i thought of being your good friend.
bestest friend.
but i guess it can't be done.
you just told and showed me this morning
that you treasure your pride, what others said,
more than this friendship.


STUDY STUDY STUDY...





mac with cheuping, jason and jo after lessons.
chatted and went home with jo.
how boring can days get.
boo...
can't wait for Os to be over.
it'll be fun + work + $$$ + NICE AND COOL STUFF!
sounds cool right?

BUT NOW I'VE TO MUG LIKE CRAZY. D:
ayeeeeeeeeee...

never mind.
for the sake of my happiness,
I SHALL DO IT.

GO GO YENSZE!!! :D


today was pretty alright.
lessons were boring till physics practical test.
i didn't finish the second experiment.
i'm so so dead.
i started the graph off wrongly.
and i found out only when there was only three minutes left.
oh wells.
went to eat then home for tuition.

having stomach cramp now.
went to eat a stupid piece of watermelon.
arghh.


so what if i'm sad?
everything doesn't matter now.
since he wanted it,
i gave it to him.