just came back from scrabble training.
had a game with weilang and gosh,
it was such a close match!
luckily i won. HAHA.
but it wasn't with a great spread.
sigh.. worried worried worried...

anyways,
the scrabble nationals will be held on 1st july!
come down and support us if you can.
i'm seriously excited yet scared at the same time.
hope we do win something.
it's my last year in CTSS
so hope to make some achievements.

so that's what you chose.
pride over friendship.
i don't go around telling people stuff by the way.
before we ended,
sometimes when i'm miserable,
i refused to let things out.
only until they ask me to write it out to feel better.
and it's only the few of them.
only after we ended
i felt so miserable that i told some of them.
is that wrong?
i thought everything was over.
just like this whole thing.
all the unhappiness, sorrows and blah.
till you messaged me,
showing me your unhappiness.
they've eyes to see what's going on.
they've mouths to say how they feel.
they've a heart to feel.
she did it cos she felt like it.
she told me what she did.
and what you want me to do?
slap her? or slap myself?
you say we'll be friends.
but in the end you still treasure your pride more.
you say you still love me.
but you don't even trust me.
screw that saying about risking life and death for friends.
i thought of being your good friend.
bestest friend.
but i guess it can't be done.
you just told and showed me this morning
that you treasure your pride, what others said,
more than this friendship.


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