so much things are happening right in front of my very eyes.
i know whatever i'm troubled over sounds stupid,
but i guess THEY somehow are important to me
that's why i care so much.

guess tomorrow i shall try to end everything.
end all my misery.
it's either tomorrow or never.
i don't wanna waste my time being afraid anymore.
i don't wanna waste my time being troubled over this anymore.
i don't wanna waste my tears on being troubled.
i just wanna have my peaceful life back.
can't i?


ha. i don't mind having the plague.(:
cute little thing.